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S.A.D.

12/11/2023 18:00

the sadness is undeniable
it fills my veins and crowds my mind

bread and circuses

4/30/26

panem et circenses
Ori (folded) and Kami (paper)

4/1/26

Origami is three-dimensional paper mechanics
moment of truth

3/13/26

We don’t have forever, and “we all must meet our moment of truth”.
Summer Sun – Koop

2/25/26

fun music video. from the album Waltz for Koop leave a comment
Cheshire

2/20/26

I know too well, and in knowing, I know not at all.
Three Virtues

2/14/26

virtues of a programmer; Laziness, Impatience, and Hubris, according to Larry Wall
words

2/3/26

I was and still am obsessed with words. They can sting and brighten, soothe and choke in the same instance. The same word said in a different tone can feel like the world is crushing under someone’s feet, at sea;…
2 truths and a lie

1/23/26

I am sitting in a room, all the walls are mirrors, & the only perception left to extinguish is mine.
in the lab

1/22/26

Active, an experiment underway. I am considering that everything, at most is an experiment and so scientific procedures are engrained. I am not in control of anything, maybe besides my attitude. The world is not pushing and pulling me along…
through

11/25/25

Life is beautiful.
A November Long Ago

10/12/25

“I love you,” he said.
tight nook

9/20/25

Stimuli is a guide
soul saver

7/26/25

I am drawn to mass networks that converge.
Too much just sorry

7/3/25

We are all sort of looking for something. To fill us up, to take away the pain.
Locus

12/22/24

Do you know that when objects approach a black hole they appear to slow down?
mirror

12/21/24

hold me, my hand, for a minute longer. Our distance stretches the earth’s circumference and this moment freezes in time source of anti-clock, Love nonsense
Nowhere at all.

8/13/24

I broke the pattern. “I’m free” from the crippling repetitious cycle of lingering on the edge of completion. As if things being finished means it’s over. Suppose I’m at the right place at the right time. Or nowhere at all.…
chasing happiness

7/11/24

At times it feels like I’ve lived entire lifetimes. I haven’t decently coded anything from scratch (html, css, js, etc.) in years; Something I did every day professionally from sun up to down, day in and out. If you want…
Drive is more important…

5/21/24

I am inclined to think twice more than once. I know how it starts, I nipped it in the bud. I feel lost in a sea of words. After initially using depression as a way to get time for myself…
Small

4/5/24

I must be forgetting something.I have this feeling I can’t shake.No, it’s not my college application, I know about that– I’ve been putting it off. Could that be it?!There is a sickening feeling as everyone is scrambling.The lunar-solar eclipse is…
place

3/15/24

There is always a somewhere that was once a place.

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