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  • soul saver

    I am drawn to mass networks that converge. Conscious or not, humans are drawn to connection. Unless there is an internal disturbance, a darkness.

    It’s as if I am destined for a congealed singularity, an idea that makes sense of existential meaning. I think every attempt I’ve made to diverge only draws me closer to a center.

  • sign nature

    imitation is the best flattery when it’s presented elementally

  • deux

    two things can be true at once.
    Sohodolls’ Bang Bang Bang Bang is playing

  • Locus

    Do you know that when objects approach a black hole they appear to slow down?

    Without exception, when in contact, time dilates.

    We vanished at the event horizon when you said “I love you.”

    I was speechless, it was real. Part of me hated that I forced it out of you. And for that, I am nonplussed—out of character—and suffer not remembering the date.

    I’m sorry for my lackluster response.

  • mirror

    hold me, my hand, for a minute longer. Our distance stretches the earth’s circumference and this moment freezes in time

  • Nowhere at all.

    I broke the pattern. “I’m free” from the crippling repetitious cycle of lingering on the edge of completion. As if things being finished means it’s over.

    The Light by Cate Le Bon & Group Listening — instinctively plays in momentous sync. Suppose I’m at the right place at the right time.

    Or nowhere at all. Nowhere at all.

    Holding the door to my own tragedy 
    Take blame for the hurt but the hurt belongs to me
    ...
    Bury the keys and get to work
    You must die a little
  • Drive is more important…

    I am inclined to think twice more than once. I know how it starts, I nipped it in the bud. I feel lost in a sea of words. After initially using depression as a way to get time for myself – I feel better now in the silence of my own company. Am I expected to return to how things were before? The company I kept. Expectations differ, differed.

    That was what’s been on my heart, this is now. Today: A light bulb went off when I heard, “Drive is more important than skill.” I add to this ‘So get it Done!’ Mhm, this very moment. Keep going, lil Rockstar.

  • Small

    I must be forgetting something.
    I have this feeling I can’t shake.
    No, it’s not my college application, I know about that
    – I’ve been putting it off. Could that be it?!
    There is a sickening feeling as everyone is scrambling.
    The lunar-solar eclipse is the talk of the town.
    This town? My down.
    A gift received: vinyl with a card
    The occasion none. But a reminder to not stress,
    as the small stuff, are well, small.

  • place

    I wonder what it would take for things to fall into place.
    Would I recognize when that has happened? Or would the place
    I am in life completely different from the place
    I was when the wonder arose. Does destiny and place
    intertwine? And will I be okay and in place
    to receive and accept the nurture of nature place.
    Missing letters and building blocks of a place
    I dream of. In a palace someplace in place.

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